Today was on of those days.
Today was on of those days.
Woke up. Felt good. Coffee with my love. I didn’t get my Bible reading in. I didn’t get my walk in. Guilt set in. Headed to the gym for yoga with Kathy. During class, I felt overwhelmed for no reason. Sad. Defeated. But 2 yoga classes in I felt a little better. Thank you friend.
Get to the car. My girl calls me. We did a little shopping, good ole retail therapy, lunch, and lots of chatting. Goodness did I need this time with my Calista. Did this mamas heart some good. She gets me. I get her. Cherishing these moments. Bittersweet. So needed.
That mix of emotions came back on my way home as I thought about all the things. Sometimes life just hits you. This midlife season. It’s a little bit of crazy beautiful chaos. You feel the weight of the world. Allowing the enemy to sneak in with his lies. Then it hits you as you pull into your happy place.
Jesus has got this. Us. Me. My hubs. My kiddos. My family. My friends. Every single one of us! He is in control.
Also, thankful for Marco so I can talk to my besties. They listen, encourage me and pray over me.
Emotions happen. What you do with those feels matters. Let go. Let God. Trust. Have faith. Seek Him.
We are stronger than our biggest emotion. Fear. Worry. Mood. Mistake. Wrong. Set back. How?? Jesus. Jesus is our strength. He is our everything. Everything that we are going through. He knows the outcome. He has our story. This chapter. Every chapter beautifully written out. Thank you Jesus. You know our beginning, end and everything in between.
So if today was just ok. It’s ok. You got this my friend!
Always remember.
You are…
Amazing.
Beautiful.
Loved.
Enough.
Flippin Phenomenal.
xoxo,
Jaime
